- short n sweet human bun is talking -

2010-11-19T08:18:00.000-08:00

Depressed.

2010-10-17T09:46:00.001-07:00

second thoughts..

2010-10-15T10:32:00.001-07:00

maybe, perhaps, i should...

2010-10-13T06:50:00.000-07:00

my back is aching.. my butt hurts when im sitting down.. my knees are giving way too..
i feel like an old lady.

levin misses

2010-10-09T06:52:00.000-07:00

All of a sudden, I miss Levin.
I miss his presence and i miss hugging him.
Levin is such a good boy. He knows what's going on when I'm sad. He would use his pair of innocent eyes to stare at me, staying by my side.
(*Jona would squeeze her way through Levin so that I would notice her and sayang her instead. hahaha!)

I miss running with levin. I miss seeing him running in an open field. He looks so dashing and innocent, filled with happiness when we unleashed him and gave him the freedom that he deserves.

I miss calling him a bastard when he made mistakes. He knows who are the ones who cares for him. He has never pee or shit in my room. He loves shitting secretly at my parents' room because they are always shouting and screaming at him, complaining abt him being smelly and disobedient. We had him for 3 years plus and my mum n dad has nv like him b4. Until the day when he was sick, they starting saying stuff like us not taking care of him n stuff.
Many times my mum wanted to throw him out of the hse. Opening the door and pushing him out. He would stand firmly and refused to go out. He was such a dear. He would nv step out of the hse without any collar.

Levin was a timid boy. He was so afraid of cats and xiao qiangs and even jona. I miss everything abt him because he was just so special. Now that he is gone, I know that Jona is lonely although she appears to be blur and not knowing what is happening ard. May Levin watch over her.

Levin, my super underdog. RIP.

2010-09-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

old injuries are acting up lately.. guess its time to do smth to it.
memories of how i got those injuries flashed back n i guess i enjoyed those days despite being the most "PTI", prone to injury. hahahha!
alright.. going to sinseh on sat night with papa n mama. pray hard=)

2010-09-09T06:19:00.000-07:00

i wanted to vent my emotions here but i dunno how to express them in words. GREAT! I feel like slapping myself each time i c de pictures.. just remind me of how stupid i was. I need a super eraser to erase them from my memory so that I won't feel restricted and restrained.

ur my worst nightmare

2010-08-15T09:11:00.000-07:00

maybe, or perhaps its better right now..

2010-08-12T09:02:00.001-07:00

it seems wrong.. very wrong.. but i dunno what's wrong.
What's the problem with me.. I guess I need to get busy soon. busy is in me.. ever since long ago.. i just cant stop being busy.. jiayous manman!!!
gonna be myself again real soon..

2010-07-22T06:35:00.000-07:00

i dun see a reason y we shuld hide things from one another. so yea.. y hide things?
a way of avoiding? i guess so..

life

2010-07-19T09:07:00.000-07:00

the ups and downs in life makes us stronger each day.
the people we meet everyday unconciously changed our life and all i goona say is live life to the fullest and treassure all that we had..
i have moved on.. n i thk im happier now..
ALOT MORE HAPPIER.
Looking forward to lots of things coming my way but im not gonna hope and wait for things to change.

let nature takes its own course^^

2010-07-15T09:54:00.000-07:00

done pretending.. all the craps u said are craps.. hahaha!
BOWLSHIT!!!

2010-07-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

somehow i just noe those that u said were simply excuses..
i was a real silly i guess.. not gonna b tat silly anymore..

2010-07-10T00:59:00.000-07:00

i think i should really just forget abt u.
move on..
jia yous man man^^

2010-07-08T08:07:00.000-07:00

as long as u believe, everything will be fine.
try again or walk away..
life is a game of choice.

2010-07-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

i dun like time. cos time is always the factor that causes lots of arguements..

argh!

2010-07-04T09:23:00.001-07:00

y m i still feeling tat way!!!!
go away go away go away!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!

i dunno wat im doing.. forgive mi if i say smth wrong.

2010-07-01T20:12:00.000-07:00

The r/s that we used to have was a mistake at the beginning. Looking through the chat history that we had i just feel that perhaps we should have ended earlier so that we wont feel so hurt and miserable now.

u said we will walk through this 8-10 months tgt hand in hand. but too bad we cant even survive till that.

Sometimes i hope that u will talk to me but when u came to talk to me, i just feel like giving u a cold shoulder bcos i dun wan to hope anymore. im moving on.. Levin's death had overwrite u. I hope.

imy levin..

levin

2010-06-28T22:22:00.000-07:00

28th june 2010, levin was put to sleep.
He had a severe kidney failure and was in pain. We decided to put him down because we do not want him to suffer the pain. Hope he understands.

29th June 2010
the house was so empty without him. Jona was staring and looking at levin's cage. I think she misss him too.

2010-06-27T09:49:00.000-07:00

always be my baby, levin.
im sorry for causing u to have such pain. allow me to take away ur pain on behalf of u. i noe its painful for u n for us. but its the best for u. dun blame me alright?
U R MISSED.
I LOVE U.

ps. my world just kept crashing on me.
every min that is ticking is killing me.

prays for a miracle

2010-06-26T23:28:00.000-07:00

time is passing each day while levin is still fighting strong each day with his last breathe. it hurts alot when he is the one who stood by me, the one who will always be there for me without fail. i miss hugging him. i miss calling him a bastard and chase him around the house. all the "sit, down, pang, speak" were his best frens.

He is the best so far i have seen. i c him grow and he c mi grow too. though our time spend tgt were just merely abt 3 yrs, but tis 3 yrs u nv fail to make mi love u even more. if we were in a relationship, u would be my best boy and we could still hang on for long. I hope u dun forget us and of course, u will always be remembered.

im sorry for making u suffer just because i dun bear to let u leave mi. im selfish but i just hope tat things would change so tat i could spend more time with u.

I LOVE U LEVIN.

2010-06-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

levin must be so afriad right now.. i wish i could be beside u..
now is the time for miracle.. i rather have levin with mi.. bcos he will always be there for mi when i need him.

i hate this part right here..

2010-06-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

Y is everything i love going away from me? Is this some kind of fate? If it is, den y is my life filled with so much ups and downs. And it's just within 2 weeks? nice.. a great way to forget everything i guess..

I will grow up stronger than before. Stronger than Yesterday.
I miss levin.

2010-06-25T02:46:00.001-07:00

its not veri good to rely or get used to someone bcos you will never noe when that person/thing will leave you..

i miss u.
i miss calling u bastard n asking u to get into ur cage.

2010-06-24T00:23:00.001-07:00

what have u been doing i wonder..
somehow i still feel woebegone..

2010-06-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

Everyday is a learning journey for me.. Be it good or bad, we just have to accept and adapt to the changes around us. I believe i will be able to do so one day.. i will tell myself to stop..

but in the mean time, just allow me to live in my fantasy..

nitemares on bun street

2010-06-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

I cant find a decent place to shout out all the things that is in mi.. i thought im not gonna bother bout this blog anymore but somehow i know that most people might just forget abt tis blog tat i used to have.

Now that im here blogging, i din know what to type, my mind is in a mess. i cant think critically like how i used to be anymore. Everything changes. I have got lots of things in mind but i dint noe how to express them. perhaps im just afraid. Afraid of getting another blow. I start to think that im dumb enough to have all the thoughts. Im not the silly girl you noe anymore. As much as i wanted to move on n get over it but i just couldnt help it but to start hoping that things would change.

Im glad tat there r many ppl out there caring for mi. N i appreciate alot. Really thanks to all who had shown their care n concern to mi. Perhaps time would heal but when is the time? I cant breathe anymore.

2010-04-20T09:14:00.000-07:00

now tat im talkin to u, i felt coldness in my heart. sometimes i just need u to noe tat i do have feelings and just bcos i dun say does not mean i dun feel.
many times i told myself ur doing ur best for me. i understand n i appreciate but sometimes u might just forget tat i do FEEL.

last day of school

2010-02-05T09:43:00.000-08:00

Today marks the end of my poly life in rp. As much as I want to deny the fact that im turning 20 and has to go out to the society for new challenges, I hate to say but I do miss rp life.

Many thanks to everyone in RP! Those who brought both good and bad memories to me. I cherish every moment in RP, the people in RP, especially my friends. Thanks for being there for me. My friends since Year 1 all the way to Year 3. They were the ones who brought fun and laughter peace and joy to me. They made life in RP easier and happier. Thanks for all the happy memories. Special thanks to all Facis! Gonna miss PBL!

Today being the last day of school, we had our last presentation, last meal in rp, last look at all our friends and faci. It's rather sad to part with them but I suppose there are more things awaiting me to find out! UT3 starts tml and ends only on Thurs. All the best to all!

2010-01-26T09:45:00.000-08:00

so here im still holding on~
i dunno what im holding on to..
i dunno what i want
i cant think like i always do..
i need a breather..

2010-01-07T08:42:00.000-08:00

it lasted for 2 weeks..
embrace..

free bun!

2010-01-06T09:15:00.000-08:00

FYP IS FINALLY OVER!!!!! WUAHAHA!!
handed in fyp ytd although everything wasnt like wat we thought but yea.. im gladful that its finally over! thanks for all the hardwork that everyone had put in. People tends to lost track of certain things and get distracted at times. And im glad that i survived through all the hard times. But now that everything is put to an end, i shall b thankful.

Speaking of which, today is the first day after fyp submission and guess what? this is my first ever wednesday which i do not have to go sch for lesson and fyp meetings! n of cos, no trng for mi as its the team trng today.I felt like a free bun! hahaha!! its really smth to be happy about as I spent this day well and had fun.

Went out with my long time nv c frens back in sec school. My best pals, carmen who just came back from aussie and gina whom i have neglected for a long time. We went to a cafe in clementi, its smth like minds cafe but i dunno de name. hahaha! had lots of fun with the games and we were supposed to meet swing n ky. But they had smth on. Went jp for a movie, old dogs. ITS SO FUNNY! HAHAHA!! DO WATCH IT PPL! HAHAHA!!
met lots of ppl today. All the sec sch memories came back. Looking forward to more meetings with em.

myself

2009-12-10T08:37:00.000-08:00

Im tired.
Really tired.
Dark eye rings and heavy eye bags are coming back to befriend mi..
omg..
I needa BREATHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SAD

2009-11-23T18:53:00.000-08:00

my lappy died on mi..
using my bro's netbook for the moment.. omg..

2009-11-09T09:40:00.000-08:00

Sunshine after the rain
In search of my rainbow..

define the colour of ur life = access denied

deep thoughts

2009-11-05T07:57:00.000-08:00

Thinking back to the past, i wonder how life had changed for me.People always like to live in the past then the present. That's because what past is past.
People start to hate the present because this is what they are going through, feeling it.

Past is always something good to remember. I do have past which cannot be forgotten.
Looking at how things had changed, how i have grown through the process of the past to the present.

It's never easy to move on, but life still goes on. There is this saying, Happiness lies in the eye of a beholder.

Grateful that I'm not straying but humans do change. My cousin said I am no longer the kid she knew. I'm no longer that sweet little bun. IM A GROWN UP BUN!! hahaha!

Well.. Happiness is to smile through sadness yea? I suppose^^
jia yous!!
Always look on the bright side of life^^

Obseen Encounter

2009-10-24T22:59:00.000-07:00

Alright im back to blogging once again.. Didn't have much to post other than school and trngs.

Had trng ytd at 8am and ended at around 1230pm. After which we headed to MGS to support Dazzlers for their performance. On the way there, we had this obseen encounter.

We were all waiting for bus 961 at the interchange when we saw this old lady squarting right in fornt us. We didn't really notice her because in front of us is the road where the buses drive pass and also a small little hill. Until when someone asked us to take a look.

This old lady was squarting at the bottom of the hill, right beside the road with her dropped down and we can actually see every single details of what she is doing and... some other stuff yea? R21^^ yea.. We could see her private part as well cos she was facing us. And what's most obseen was she was shitting! She could have back face us so that we can't see her PP yea? hahaha.. But we saw small little things dropping from her butt and she even prepared tissue to wipe her pipi.. omg! She wiped her pipi and took the tissue paper to her nose and smell.. OMITIAN!!!!! alright, eventually she din faint.. haha.. And then she stood up and began wearing her undies and her pants. Its really omg! And there were some malay guys behind us getting quite excited about it? But they were super bad.. They said this is what they call porn.. OMG!

Thinking back, this old lady is rather pityful? Having the courage the shit infront of so many ppl! omgomg.. Really traumatising. Ohya! and she wasn't wearing a bra too.. Haiz.. old people.. wonder if what happens when i grow old.. Will i do the same thing? omgomg!!! Cant imagine!

Enough of that, after MGS, some of us headed to vivo city to help darren get his birthday stuff.. Here are some pic^^

missing

2009-10-09T10:53:00.000-07:00

I think I have lost something important.. something really important.. I tried to find it back but nope.. it's nowhere to be seen..

Anyone wanna help me find? any lost and found corner? nope i dun think so.. give mi some time to find it back.. losing something important isnt that good afterall..

wat happened? Im not too sure.. i will find a way out..

life is a game of choice^^ jia yous!

random

2009-09-27T02:40:00.000-07:00

was rotting at home as i look through the videos in my lappy.. kinda hilarious.. lol!

2 years ago when i was in yr 1.. look at my round off.. inspiring anyone?!?! hahaha!!

durin last yr's bonding camp^^

2009-09-17T09:28:00.000-07:00

A good day to start with.. especially the lunch^^ wuahahha!!! omitian.. haha..

ohya.. went through the videos in my phone and i find this video of my beloved beagle cute^^ hahhaa!!!

hahhaha!!! he is so cute lor!!! not forgetting my jona as well.. ^^

presenting JONA DA CHIHUAHUA!!!

Cookie(bro fren de dog), levin da beagle n jona da chihuahua^^

busy busy

2009-09-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

Had been busy throughout the holidays.. trng almost everyday and yea.. came back from training camp not long ago this week. Its a 4 days 3 nites camp and I seriously has got no idea how i managed to struggle through. Guess age is catching up.. omgomg!! ohya.. Trng camp from monday to thursday.. Ran ave 9( abt 5km) every morning.. First nite of camp ran 4 rounds of campus with mats.. omitian!!! how i wish i were dead tat instant.. hahaha!!!

Camp ended at around 4+ 5+pm in the afternoon.. Went for dinner with some usual ppl.. And after which headed for gymnastic lesson.. OMG! The last 3 survivor from camp, marcus, aldrich and myself.. Had the whole gymnastics place all by ourselves and kyra.. Went home almost half dead and KO at around 1+am..

Woke up at 1230pm by ting's call for waxing.. After which headed to meet silly, bro n cousin for k session at uncle's place.

Had trng on sat morning all the way till 5+pm.. hung out with marcus n frens and rushed home for papa de be-lated birthday dinner.. bro treated us to crab and some really nice stuff..^^ Happy birthday papa!!! MAY U PROSPER!!!

N today is my onli rest day n im loving it.. ^^

busy week indeed yea? haha.. i guess after trng camp im left with 20kg..

2009-09-04T09:34:00.000-07:00

Had training in the afternoon at 2 and ended at around 5+.. headed to cwp to meet my best frens.. weiliang n weekeng.. been a long time since i last met weekeng. sorry.. was really busy.. chat over dinner and catch up with them.. Weiliang shared with me a story which I thought was pretty sad and worth blogging about it..

It was about a murder case of a 17 year old Japanese girl in 1989 and she was kidnapped by 4 16 year old guys and was brutally abused till death. The guys wanted her to call her own parents and tell them that she ran away from home and was threatened to hurt her family if she refused to do so. She was being trapped for 44 days and was brutally abused and was rapped countless of times. The guys used foreign objects and insert into the girl's vagina, beat her, cut off her nipples with pliers and made her drink her own urine and was fed cockroaches, inserted fireworks into her anus, and set them off, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. The girl begged them to end her sufferings by killing her but they refused. Till the 43th or 44th day, the guys poured lighter fluid onto her body and set her on fire. After which they hide her body in a drum filled with cement and disposed it.

The guys were caught but due to the fact that they were underage, they were sentenced to 8 years of jail and are now free men roaming around in Japan.

Alright, this is bad.. Weiliang came across this story in facebook and yea, after reading this story, he has decided to be a policeman in future so as to deal with people like them.. omg lor!!! THIS IS SO HEARTBREAKING!!!!

For more info, take a look at this link, http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/group.php?gid=104786470334

And there is actually a documentary on this true story, people who are interested can youtube it.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMaVqElhdI8&NR=1

Alright, last but not least, tml is performance day.. ASU ppl!!! JIA YOUS!!!!!

sinful

2009-08-30T10:11:00.000-07:00

had training ytd from 9am all the way to 530pm with a 2 hrs break in between. Cried my hearts out during streching.. OMG de high lor! lol!!!

After training, headed to woodlands to meet angeline and bro for dinner. Went Orchard for dinner in OG.. haha!!! unbelievable rite? dinner in OG.. but yea, there is a restuarant for high tea, The Mushroom Pot. Ate alot alot alot.. and after which we headed for Rochor tau huey for supper. Felt really sinful for eating so much but yea, papa n mama says im skinny.. wans mi to eat some more.. sorry coach if u see this.. hahahha!!!!! no la.. i will try to cut down yea? hahaha!!! OMG! I've gained 3kg lor!!! omgomg!!!

angeline

bro say i look like dragon boater.. a white one^^

bro

d

delicious teriyaki scallop^^

Alright shall stop for the day.. someone is waiting for me to slp now..
enjoyed myself today.. lots of sinful food again.. omitian.. tml weight taking shall see the results^^ haha!!!

motivation

2009-08-26T10:52:00.000-07:00

just a simple tuck
just wack
tuck onli ma!
so easy onli..
jia yous manman u can do it!!!
^^

frens day

2009-08-22T10:40:00.000-07:00

woke up in the morning and headed to sch for scenic ut.. omg!! susu, repeat elective together yea? hahhaa!!
after which headed home to nap and den travel to amk to meet vivi n frens n den headed to fred's hse at hougang for steam boat session.. been a long time since i last hang out with them.. do hope there are more sessions to come n that im free to attend..

erm. bro was being nice and he came all the way from jurong to hougang to fetch mi home and gave ming jie a ride home too.. on the way, bro was crapping and talking to ming jie and hahaha.. so funny..

enjoyed today but somehow there is smth missing.. ^^
silly silly^^

fyp oral defence day^^

2009-08-15T09:36:00.000-07:00

started my day with a smile early in the morning.. woke up and prepare myself for the final presentation after months of hard work in building our miniature project. Had to bring along the miniatures to school for oral defence and yea.. bro had to drive mi to sch bcos of my old bones and de fact that i have to bring a huge drawer to sch.. haha.. met the rest in sch and headed into the waiting room.

Well, we were all confident enough for our own work yea? good job everyone! thanks for the hard work for the passed few months^^ enjoy working with these bunch of awesome people^^ we r still de best team yea?!?! haha!!

Well, oral defence went well and we were laughing our way throughout the whole 30mins in the room.

went home to take a good rest and headed out with papa n mama.. been a long time since i last met em.. i thk i last saw my mum like 2 weeks ago? i have been too busy with my own stuff.. finaly fyp 1 over.. but sad to say, fyp 2 is coming.. And my team consist of S.H.E.. hahha!!! Suhui.Huiman.Eunice... lol!! looking forward!!!

here are some pics which we had taken..

team awesome without joanne.. she left earlier..

angeline had a hard time compromising yea? lol..

mi n karma queen.. lol!!

presenting to u, S.H.E^^

^^

no sch day^^

2009-08-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

been a long time since i updated my blog.. finally, no school, no fyp, nth today except for cheer trng. woke up at 12pm+ and msged weiliang my best fren since sec school for lunch.. he has been complainin that I was too busy and forgot about him n frens.. Went lot 1 with him for lunch, catched up a little and some funny stuff happened yea? haha.. Im still the best kid yea? hahaha!! gina! i super long nv c u aso! when r u meeting mi! n yea.. i remember dating her out and she actually forgot my date with her.. wat a nice fren.. lol!!!

I miss those fun days we used to have together.. no worries, sentosa almost every week, basketball almost everyday.. haha.. sometimes i just feel like going back to the past.. but still, i have to move on.. im so sorry to my frens out there that im always busy with my stuff and i forgotten u guys.. but do noe tat i would never forget de bunch of frens who were with me when i needed them most^^

and also, thanks to those who show care and concern to me.. much appreciated^^
feel like bloggin some pics.. but im too lazy to do so.. hahaha!!!

chalet

2009-08-02T07:36:00.000-07:00

Skipped school on friday to buy some materials for fyp and also to get susu presents with Aldrich, Marcus and Song de. Thanks ppl.. u all had a long day^^ Went to shop for susu birthday presents with our heavy barang barang for the chalet. OMITIAN! SUSU!!! we did this for u! just for u..haha..

Oh well, this chalet is organised by Jeff and supported by Rexaz and susu family^^ Hope u enjoyed urself even though its just a few hours of stay yea? We had lots of fun throughout the 3 days 2 nights stay. Sleepless nite on fri and KO on sat. Did free waxing for Aldrich, Marcus and Song de.. hahha!!! classic facial expressions.. lol!!! yea.. we use tapes to stick on their legs and PULL real hard! ahhahha!!!
Guess aldrich dropped the most hair la.. hahhaha!!! SO FUNNY!!!

aldrich hair used to be.. lol!!

Happy Birthday SUSU!!! may u prosper!!!

Someone disturbed my beautiful sleep this morning.. karma hor! lol.. headed home at around 10+ 11am.. Reached home at 1pm and continue with fyp when yong ling, angeline n bird came. Chiong all the way till now, they just left home.. jia yous ppl.. tml is the day^^ n we can all sleep and rest like nobody's business yea?

ALL THE WAY PPL!!

happy birthday mummy!

2009-07-25T10:01:00.000-07:00

woke up at 11++am and saw angeline's msg n went off to meet her for fyp discussion at bishan cc at bout 2pm. Had lots of fun dealing with photoshop yea? hahaha.. bro den came to fetch mi home to prepare for dinner with mama. Happy Birthday Mummy!! haha.. Bro drove us to jurong point for Zhou Jia Zhuang buffet. Chinese fusion^^ Sis treated the dinner and we went for a short spree.. Sis bought me a top.. haha.. thks alot yea? hahha.. ai si ni la! its been a long time since I last had dinner with family. Enjoyed and yea.. hope there are more to come..

2009-07-24T10:24:00.000-07:00

it's enough of hurting..
life is a game of choice..
n i have to make mine.. a critical one..

happy birthday Song De!

2009-07-23T09:47:00.000-07:00

Happy Bathday CAI SONG BO!!! lol!!!
thanks for staying with rexaz throughout all this years.. haaha.. u rots!
hahaa!!! hope u enjoy urself today yea? hahaha!!!

2009-07-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

After 3 days of fyp showcase, we finally managed to complete 3 quarter of the project.. left with 1 quarter which is the report and packaging.. JIA YOUS PPL!! we can do it!!

Overall, we can say that this fyp showcase was a rather a success.. Good Job everyone!!
And thks for those who came to our showcase and even helped out.. Thks rexaz peeps for coming.. u guys rots! And of cos vivi and frens.. thks for suporting too.. and many other ppl.. 3 days of showcasing was a different experience for us.. Met different people with different emotions etc..

here r some pics which I took during the showcase..
our work^^

close up shot

the content..

loss of innocence..

the box..

loss of sercurity miniature table..

close up..

dinning table..

lost of love ones..

nice shot yea? haha..

loss of trust..

background of our installation

ohya.. happy birthday to sheena!! went to her chalet ytd.. n yea.. had lots of fun.. screamingssss n more screamingssss.. haha!! may u prosper yea? sheena.. haha!!

fyp

2009-07-15T09:25:00.000-07:00

Finally after months of hard work, we managed to struggle through all impossibles and and had our installation showcased today. Well, its a big day for us, woke up at 6am in de morning and left for yongling hse at 645am. Collect all the stuff that we wanted and cabbed to school to prepare for the big thing.

Tml gonna b de last day of showcase and finally, no more sleepless nites i hope.
After which I went for rexaz training and omg.. seems like im old.. haha.. will update de pics soon..

stay tune^^

h1n1

2009-07-02T10:59:00.000-07:00

alright, h1n1 attacked rp not long ago.
n im proud to announce that 100 is coming our way.. omg!!!
although there is a sayin that goes " the more the merrier " but i definitely dun see the joy in it. Except to be exciting about when is gonna be mi? omg! this is scary.. but yea.. take care ppl.. especially to rexaz peeps.. and ppl ard mi.. stay healthy yea?^^

guobao loves

2009-06-26T08:55:00.001-07:00

alright im not gonna let anything affect mi in anyways.
im so gonna blog about my dearest guobao lunlun!!! haha!!

lunlun and manman

lunlun!! bring it on.. im executing the dare^^
when r u? haha!!!

Alright, lunlun wans me to blog about his good points. But i dun think i can find any on him.. lol!!

he is black and black and totally black.. lol!! other den black i thk there is no other characteristics on u le la.. lol!!! ohya!! one more one more!! ur a real shaker fries.. lol!!! earthquake yea? lol!!! continue to shake ur pigu out ok! haha!! klakla.. i shall blog seriously^^

thks lunlun for being there to cheer and entertain me. U've never failed to cheer me up when times are bad. Thanks for staying through with us and u noe u simply rots better den maggots yea? Although sometimes i really feel like smacking u hard for ur cold and lousy jokes, but i do c efforts la.. lol.. but lunlun, there are still room for improvement. haha!! nv stop trying yea? "Mind Over Body!" you have been a great welfare so far. enjoyed all the busted sessions with ya. U have been a great guobao so far and thanks for entertaining mi during trainings, learning the guobao dance, cracking the guobao lame jokes. Although we always busted each other, but do remember all we need to do is just a firm hand shake and everything is going to be fine yea? haha!!! go lunlun! u can do it^^

your unglam pic^^

guobao pose

c the contrast in every pic? lol..

n yea.. guobao 2009^^ ( hint* the contrast is like omg de huge la!!! aldrich, sayin u too.. lol!! orh jiao^^ thks for being such a "nice" guobao yea? looking forward to the day when u can shake like how our shaker fries lunlun shake)

thks lunlun!!! ur de best guobao ever!!!

2009-06-26T06:31:00.000-07:00

im not whom i used to be..

2009-06-25T08:07:00.000-07:00

School was fun today despite the fact that H1N1 virus is attacking the campus.
Everyone seems to be paranoid and apparently a slight cough or sneeze could create a big commercial. And apparently many are starting to fall sick.. for those who fell sick, take care yea?

And somehow today's class was fun because of the "virus". haha! everyone seems to be so high and started screaming and yelling at each other.. yea.. im one of them..haha!!!

Headed to cwp after school with vivi and friends for movie, Transformer.
OMG! IT WAS AN AWESOME MOVIE!!! PEOPLE PLS CATCH IT!!! HAHA!! Although im not much of a Transformer fan but somehow I was attracted to the after effects in the movie. And also the story line.^^ It is super funny aso!!! hahaha!!! WATCH IT YEA?

Fyp gonna showcase soon, omg! i need more time!!! people, lets jia yous tgt!!!^^

2009-06-23T08:23:00.000-07:00

give me a break..
im really pissed off this time..
im so pissed off.. im really pissed off!! im so so so pissed off..
IM SUPER PISSED!!!!

looking back...

2009-06-16T08:26:00.000-07:00

Many things went through my mind these few days.. Suddenly miss my old self back in year 1 when i am still fresh in rexaz. Time flies when we are having fun. Now that I am in year 3, i became to cherish more than i used to.

Was chatting with lunlun, gugu n haohao just now in pastamania. Lots of memories from the past. The past memories reminded me of how I got through ups and downs back then when i was still a cry baby. haha.. Chatting with them makes me realised how important it is for me in 3rd year to cherish the remaining time i have with them. Really wanna stunt with you ppl, the old and young birds.

Looking at the pictures we took back then. We were all so young and cute.. lol!!! all we noe is to just get things over and done with. I remembered how i struggled through pts.. haha!!

our first photoshoot? haha!! classic..

the bond that we shared..

nerdy us.. manman n susu

this was taken during darren's bd back in year 1? yea i thk so.. haha!!

darren.. memory hor..^^

liang jing ru performance

they have all grown.. lol!!

susu! wat u doin to mi! lol

our first nationals..

rexaz ultimate

rexaz team

bonding..

n more bonding..

bonding camp 08

mai gan jiong

family loves.

my perfect match..

sarah strong.

tears n pain paid off..

finally, de ppl whom love mi most... lol!!!! ( should b de other way round but i dun care..) lol!!!
thanks for being part of this big family!
I LOVE REXAZ^^

Youth Olympic Games

2009-06-13T09:32:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning and headed to school to support rexaz's performance at expo for the opening of Youth Olympic Games 2010.

Met the usual people and headed to school together. Had lots of fun and grats to u people!!!! ALL STUNTS UP!!!!ASU!!! haha.. 2 performances within a day and both ASU!!! wuahahha!!! all of ur hard work pay off yea? haha..

Took lots of pics today.. onli managed to get 2 from aldrich. thks ar.. haha!

the guo baos..

headed back to rp and went to chill out with de usual people at cwp. GG bonding session^^

would upload more pics when I received them. In the mean while, would upload some pics during the bonding camp.

alright, would upload more in the next post. ^^

Bonding Camp

2009-06-10T21:58:00.000-07:00

Went for rexaz bonding camp on tuesday and left at around 230pm for fyp. Camp was fun but sorry to my group Leavers that i have to leave. Went to yong ling's house and chiong fyp the whole night and onli get to sleep at about 5+ 6am in the morning. woke up at 8am and headed to school for rexaz camp. Had lots of fun and Im glad that Im able to join the bunch of people. This would be my last year in rexaz and I hope to enjoy every moment of joy in rexaz. Thanks to those who entertained me throughout.
And I have came to realize that Rexaz is a part of my life. haha!

Camp was good.. looking forward to more.. and good job to the sexy guys and sexy girls.. haha!! u people made the camp a wonderful one.. haha!!! somehow i got traumatize by the song sexyback n I would definitely recall the most unglam moments of these bunch of people.. lol!!!

looking forward to receiving the videos and pics!!! wuahaha!!

Valerie drives me crazy!!! lol!!

2009-05-31T06:48:00.000-07:00

this is so funny.. lee ling says she drives mi crazy! haha!!
but sad to say.. NO! U DID NOT! lol!!! ADAM LAMBERT DID! ^^

camp camp camp

2009-05-31T05:13:00.000-07:00

just came back from a 2 day 1 night helicon boring camp. Its indeed as boring as the previous years'. But somehow we managed to entertain ourselves throughout the entire camp. went for my final theory test half way through the camp and yes, i failed.. Simply because I was too busy to study for it. But anyway, headed back to camp and join in the group. Had lots of fun with Alan and Lee Ling (Valerie)especially.

The climax is actually at night when we were supposed to be sleeping. Due to some unseen circumstances, we couldn't sleep in the hall (E33A) and we had to find some other space outside the hall to have our chit chat session. The hall is super suffocating and warm and we could basically see many other people from the other IGs sleeping outside the hall too.

Alan, Lee Ling, Su Hui, James and some of the other juniors and myself found a good spot which is in the lift and we settle there to continue with out juicy gossips. Joseph and Jonathan joined us. But some were too tired and they went into the hall to sleep. Josephine and Crestlyn joined us too. With more juicy gossips. After which Aldrich, marcus and Jun Hao joined us too. But eventually they went off to sleep around 3+ or 4+ in the morning. Leaving Alan, myself, crestlyn, Jo, Suhui, James and Jun Hao. Had lots of fun with them because we were all too tired and we felt like as if we were on drugs. We laugh at almost everything. YES. AND I MEANT EVERYTHING! lol..

went to bed at about 5+ 6 in the morning and woke up at 8+ and continue with camp.
Although its a boring camp but somehow we did enjoy ourselves yea? haha!! looking forward to rexaz camp but too bad I cant join you guys.. KEEP ME UPDATED! lol!!!

tired

2009-05-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

im tired.. really tired.. there is no end to work..
helicon camp tml.. omgomg.. after which, 2 weeks of holidays for chionging of fyp..
double tired.. omg! i need someone to kill mi!

decision making..

2009-05-26T08:26:00.000-07:00

Decision lies in the hand of the beholder.
There are times whereby we are required to make decisions. Be it important or not, the decision we made would affect the outcome of the result. Even if the result is going to be a disappointing one, we still have to move on. I have made lots of decisions in my life and that is what makes me who I am now. But I am not sure if all the decisions I have made is right or wrong. There are no right or wrong in decision making. It is part of us. But whether or not to make the right choice without regretting is difficult. There are times where I regretted my choice and hope to turn back time, but I couldn't.

I think it's time for me to make an important decision now.

OMG! IM SO SCARE!!!! but, I hope Im doing the right thing at the right time even though I know I gonna regret my choice but...

it's just too complicated and tough to put them in words.. -.-

JIA YOUS MAN MAN!!!!

fyp!trng!fyp!trng!fyp!trng!

2009-05-22T09:06:00.000-07:00

it's really tiring today.. i dunno why.. perhaps because its a friday. Energy supply used almost all and today after school went for short fyp meeting and after which I had to rush to SCGS for gymnastic class.

Although its a tiring day, but it was a rather entertaining day for me.. All the juicy gossips while on the way to SCGS.. haha.. You people just rot big time!! haha!!
did front tuck today and my target is to learn front walk back walk first.. haha!! one step at a time.. front walk should be my aim^^

JIA YOUS MAN MAN!!!

alright after so much entertainment today, im finally drained..

time to sleep^^

2009-05-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREG!!!
MAY U PROSPER!!! hee^^
thanks for ur wish too!! haha!!

day at the museum

2009-05-16T10:05:00.000-07:00

went to the Singapore National Museum today with suhui, jeff and other sta peeps.. Early in the mornin felt really reluctant to go.. especially when there is training today.. But upon arriving at the museum, I felt that it was rather a fruitful trip.

Took lots of awesome pictures done by the artist and was really fascinated by Christain Lacroix's design. He major in costume design for theater arts and won several awards for his excellent designs. Was amazed and somehow inspired..(I can see the future me) lol!!!

The following are some of his designs.. just a short introduction.. He likes colours.. he dislike white because he feels that white gives an incomplete kinda feeling.. His favourite colours are red and black.. (somehow de same as mi)haha.. and yea.. HE IS AWESOME!!!

and this, is a costume design made specially to promote his very own perfume brand..

and last but not least, his one and only white coloured design in the whole exhibition..
presenting...

THE CINDERELLA COSTUME!!!!

suhui.. dun thk too much.. its not for u^^ haha!!

next, gonna show some of his sketches..

Alright, took lots of pics today.. due to time constrain.. I shall continue part 2 de next time when im free to blog.. ^^
busy busy..

depression starts here..

2009-05-08T09:01:00.001-07:00

Alright, I think Im seriously going nuts.. I dunno y.. I cant explain.. Perhaps ur right. Fyp, trainings, school work, friends, family n u.. which is more important? I dunno.. I can no longer judge.. I can no longer think.. I can no longer behave like what I used to be.. Perhaps I can.. but I need some time to sort things out perhaps? Think I really should start thinking about my time.. School hasn't been enjoying for me for this 3 weeks. I dunno y.. but I just feel like being quiet and just be in my own world in class.. Perhaps the thought of just get things done and over with..

Im crazy.. seriously crazy.. ultimately crazy.. ARGH!!!
perhaps this is what they say.. DEPRESSION.. lol
But good thing is I dun have the thought of suicide.. oh.. come on, its so foolish and scary.. How do I bear to kill myself? A lost to the world.. A cute little bun has to be around to bring life to everything, everyone..

I just need some rest I think..

random

2009-05-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

had AGM today.. Congrats to those "award winners".. haha!! do ur best in leading rexaz to a greater heights k!!! i have faith in u people^^ ohya.. took quite alot of pics today which i will upload onli some which alan had sent mi..

the hip-hop people.. lol

n some pics taken sometime last week during training while waitin for our basic test..

to be continue..

dream dream dream

2009-05-01T05:53:00.001-07:00

its all about dreams and desire..
came across Britain's got talent simply because everyone is talking bout it..
how i wish i have half or their talent ^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZF4NvVcX6gs&feature=related
couldnt upload the video bcos i dun have the program anymore.. just reformatted my lappy.
anyway, this is a song sang by a philipino.. she is great.. n her story is sad..

and next, is Europe's got talent
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0_Ib4Rg0Tk&feature=related
she is a 10 year old kid but her voice is more den just awesome..

and this.. is my all time favourite..^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wfCqpzQSyuQ&feature=related
i believe alot of ppl noe her.. a 4 yr old kid in America's got talent.. haha.
she is just too cute! omgomg

k.. tats all.. wait till i find more videos to show^^

school

2009-04-24T07:14:00.000-07:00

first week of school is a rather hectic one.. new classes, new faces almost everyday.. lessons are bored as usual, but i believe its just the beginning, perhaps im gonna enjoy the rest of the 14 weeks of school? haha..

facilitators are getting weirder each day.. n i can foresee my grades at de end of the semester.. omgomg!!

n also, more things to handle now.. training, gymnastics, fyp, school assignments especially my elective module.. omgomg.. gonna fin reading 2 stories n 5 sketches over the weekend.. omgomg..

well, this are my schedules this week..

mon - gym
tues - training
wed - fyp
tuhrs - training
fri - dead/rest
sat - training
sun - rest

jia yous manman

OMG!!!

2009-04-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

haha!!

PEOPLE!!!!

I PASSED MY BASIC THEORY LIKE FINALLY?!?!!? LOL!!!

passion

2009-04-15T07:23:00.000-07:00

first of all, thanks rexaz n frens for the cake n presents.. thanks bird for the surprise and thanks vivi n frens for the cake too^^ I LOVE U PPL!! and of cos thanks for all the wishes^^

next i wanna talk about passion.. a question to ask all..
has anyone of u has got a passion for something?
has anyone of u ever gave up something for ur passion?
now.. what is passion???

well i do.. passion is something which makes u indulge in, forsaken smth for and wans to do ur best in..
i found my passion 2 years ago.. and i believe whatever choices i made is worthwhile for the 3 years of cheerleading in poly.. others might think that its a waste of time, its a worst sports to be in but i disagree.. i can say that cheerleading is one of the most not common sports played by ppl.. how many ppl actually take cheerleading as one of their favourite past time? not like other sports, basketball, badmintoon soccer etc.. at least i do feel proud as a cheerleader because i do stuff which others might not be able to do..
pain, injuries, tears, blood are the things we c commonly in cheerleading.. but that does not stop or hinder us to stop cheering.. instead we grew stronger each day after each injuries.. we learn to prevent getting hurt and of cos hurting others.. we grew more emotionally attached to one another each day.. we are just like a big family, open up to problems we faced in life.. because no one understand better den us,ourselves.. I believe the years in cheer would definitely be the most valuable one in life.. at least a special one..

but that does not mean we gave up everything in life.. we cheer forlorn people, make them feel "cheer-ed" but at the same time, we do need ppl to cheer us up whenever we face unhappiness in life.. im glad i found ppl like bird n frens around me.. who are always so understanding and concern about me.. n i hope this would last not onli throughout the years in cheer but for long.. ^^

same goes to the other sports.. u r good in it, doesnt mean others too.. hence, be proud of whichever sports u r in.. cos u might be the unique one among others..

ppl who read my blog might thk im emo.. but no.. im not.. really.. seriously.. lol..
i just wanna blog bout smth meaningful rather than my so not interesting life..^^

buddies meet up session

2009-04-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

went to the zoo with papa mama n sis ytd afternoon because its a special day n i decided to spend it with family.. had a great time.. its been a long time since both papa n mama last went to the zoo.. after zoo, went to amk to meet bird..
watched handsome suit and its so LOL!! haha.. its not a veri nice show but at least it entertained mi.. its kinda stupid n funny at the same time.. not a bad show.. haha!! WATCH IT!!! hee..

early morning met weiliang and kiansoon and headed to town.. waited for weekeng and headed to our long waited k-session^^

its been a long long time!! seriously long.. i dunno y.. but its been a long time since we last had our k-session tgt.. sorry buddies.. im too busy^^
sang from 2+ 3pm to 6+pm.. voice almost gone case.. lol.. n headed to fish n co for dinner..

buddies! lets have more such outings!!

today of all days is my day!

2009-04-11T09:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

GROW
GROW
GROW!!!

enjoyable day

2009-04-10T08:24:00.000-07:00

just came back from bird's 21st birthday chalet ytd... did lots of stuff there.. busy days i can say.. but its worth it yea? haha.. played wii and badminton there.. now my arms are aching like nobody's business.. lol..

i guess im getting fatter each day.. kept eating n does no exercise.. omgomg!! wonder how to tahan rexaz trng.. haha..

oh! btw.. met vivi, ahting, huillai, fred n mingjie today at east coast park.. fred, mingjie, huillai n i decided to go for rollar blading while vivi n ahting went for cycling.. n its like so omgomgomg!!! haha!!! none of us can blade other den mingjie who has got some background for ice skating.. n hence, it results in us falling like nobody's business.. lol!! fell 3 times on my butt n yea.. somehow manage to get back the feel i had when i last bladed with suhui n frens.. which was like a year back.. lol!! it was den it started to rain heavily n we had to return the gears earlier and get drenched of cos.. haha..

after which we went to tampines where huillai's mum workplace is.. ate quite alot of stuff and thks to vivi n huillai for making my lips turn sauage..lol.. after dinner, ahting n huillai bought a cake out n yea.. i was surprised.. haha.. seriously.. thks ppl!! got touched dao la.. lol.. looking forward to our movies next week^^

staying staying

2009-04-04T11:19:00.000-07:00

To karen: im staying staying^^

sorry if wat we said had affected u..
no worries.. supporting u all de way..

bowlshitting session

2009-03-31T07:32:00.000-07:00

met up with my long time no see buddies, weiliang n kiansoon.. it was a rather last min thing.. but we have got alot to bowlshit i thk.. haha!! n chia wee keng!!! u better roll out de next time we ask u out!!! dun slp like a pig!! haha!!

looking forward to meeting them again on de 13th.. haha.. had a great time with em.. our 21st birthday.. remember yea? haha.. it will b in 2011.. i will bear tat in mind^^

pictures speak louder den words

2009-03-24T00:27:00.001-07:00

the tears, sweat, pain and blood days din go to waste^^

the power of all girls^^

v

the guobaos

thks sarah for being the photgrapher of the day!! i love u!!

cheerobics 2009

2009-03-22T09:37:00.000-07:00

finally, our effort has been paid off..
cheerobics 2009 was indeed a different year for rexaz, we have come so far just to prepare ourselves for this special occasion and eventually, WE DID IT!!!

WE DID REXAZ PROUD!
WE DID COACH AUDREY PROUD!
WE DID KAREN PROUD!
WE DID EVERYONE PROUD!!
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, WE DID OURSELVES PROUD!!!

good job everyone^^

we brought home quite a number of prizes..
first of all, congrats MAXTREME for getting champion for the all girls group event!
congrats rexaz sparklers for getting third for the all girls group event.. ur blood, sweat and pain is worth it^^
congrats kung fu rexaz for getting second in place in the co-ed group event!!! u guys did an awesome job!!
congrats st hildas for getting champion for the primary school catogory!! Aaron's scorpion was amazing!! lol!!

last but not least, congrats ourselves, the rexaz all girls team for getting second in position for the high school category..

REXAZ! WE DID IT!!! GOOD JOB EVERYONE!!!^^

I LOVE REXAZ!!!

and thanks alot for those who went down to support us.. bird, greg, serena n fren, serene, michelle, lee ling, liting, karen , fred n mingjie!!! wuahaha!! thks lot yea?!?! haha.. u guys rots!!!

ps: thks jeff!!! lol.. although u onli went down to support suhui.. lol.. dun thk i dunno.. haha!! u rots la!!^^

pre cheerobics 2009

2009-03-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

finally!! its here!!

rexaz! lets go for it! jia yous!!

CONFIDENT OK!! HAHA!!

REXAZ REXAZ GO GO GO!!!

cockroach!!!

2009-03-18T10:34:00.000-07:00

cockroach attacked in the middle of the night!!!!!!

venue: my room

time: 1.30am

date: 19 march 2009

conclusion, it died due to my braveness to spray lots of baygone on it!!! lol!!

btw.. it has got wings!!!! omg!! which means, it can fly.. im so proud of myself!!!

btw.. i woke my sis who was sleeping because she is always the one killing pest.. n this is the convo..

mi: jie!!!!! wake up!!! faster!!! got cockroach!!!"

my sis: (jump up from her bed) kill it! faster!!

den she went back to slp..-.-

what kind of sis do i have.. omg!

looks like i have to depend on myself.. more baygones!!!!!

backhand spring

2009-03-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

wanted to learn backhand spring n went to youtube to search for relevant videos.. n this is wat i saw.. lol leh!

i dunno whether to luff or learn from the mistakes.. but i hope i do..^^

count down

2009-03-14T09:40:00.000-07:00

apparently we have 1 more week to go before nationals.. this year is slightly different because we are competing with onli polys n jcs.. wish us luck..
looking forward to tat day so tat all of us can have a good rest after this long period of fight.. fighting to endure, fighting to stick stunts, fighting to do all out, fighting to have expressions.. fighting for the day to come..

jia yous everyone!

oh! btw.. watched coming soon on friday.. haha.. its an awesome movie i can say.. horroe movies nowadays cannot make it la.. hence i thk coming soon is the onli one in my list right now for the present horror movies.. GO CATCH IT IF U HAVE NOT DONE SO!!!

i thk im getting more n more timid.. lol!!

n aso.. before i forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GINEH LEE!!!
it has been so long since we knew each other.. going 6 years i suppose.. haha!! lots of memories with u. b it de bad n the good ones.. thks for being there for mi.. although now u seems to mia alot.. but do noe tat i have not forgotten about u.. u r one of those hu were there for me whenever i need company.. thks lot gal!! u rots!! i love u k! haha!!

cheerobics

2009-03-12T10:27:00.000-07:00

jia yous!

training "camp"

2009-03-05T08:48:00.000-08:00

went to school early in the mornin at 8+ for meeting and to cheer training..
trained under the hot sun and i have to convince myself tat i love the sun so so much.. lol!! well.. at least today's sun is much better den the previous one.. omgomg..

but anyway, felt sense of accomplishment by the end of the trainin yea?
REXAZ! WE CAN DO IT!!!
since we are in it, perform it..
do it for ourselves, for the rest of de 11 girls and also for coach^^

i believe joining cheer makes everyone lost and gain something. it's time for us to prove that staying in cheer is a right choice.. do it for bases, do it for flyers, do it for mid-bases, do it for seniors who are graduating, do it for juniors whom have come so far just for the day and most importantly, do it for those who once doubted us..

JIA YOU REXAZ! WE CAN DO IT!!
MAI GAN JIONG OKIES?!?! ^^
JUST BELIEVE IN OURSELVES^^

count down to cheerobics 2009

2009-03-03T08:36:00.000-08:00

17 more days to cheerobics.. not really looking forward but at de same time looking forward.. lol.. can anyone understand me? haha!!!

training camp on thursday and friday.. wish mi luck ppl.. its a good chance to slim down too.. lol!! so tat i wont be stayin at home eating all day long.. lol!!!

my wishes for this year's cheerobics..

IS TO HAVE NO REGRETS^^
ALL STUNTS UP YEA?
DANCE ALL OUT YEA?
THUMBLINGS ALL OUT YEA?
CHEER ALL SHOUT OUT YEA?
JUMPS HIGH HIGH YEA?

last but not least...
DO REXAZ PROUD YEA?!?! HAHA!!

JIA YOUS GIRLS!!! WE CAN DO IT!!

JUST BELIEVE IN URSELF!! CONFIDENT!!! BITCHY!!!

JIA YOUS JIA YOUS JIA YOUS!!!!!

burnt

2009-02-28T05:09:00.000-08:00

outdoor training today which was not fun at all.. lol!!! it was terribly hot today.. n i almost die from the scorching sun.. omitian.. n i was burnt.. i began to appreciate shelters..^^
but anyway.. jia you bases, jia you mid-bases, jia you flyers, jia you spotters, jia you everyone!jia you coach, jia you myself^^

mum treat us to sushi for dinner.. ops.. i did control.. but somehow cant resist the temptation.. lol.. sorry bases n mid-bases^^ i will start my jian fei plan soon.. lol!!!

n.. im so burnt now tat i dunno wat to blog.. lol!! random yea? i noe.. ^^

family day

2009-02-22T03:10:00.001-08:00

had dim sum for breakfast this morning at fortune restaurant (xing fu ying cha)..
it has been a long time since i last spent my day together with my family.. dim sum was filling and we had fun during breakfast.. i felt so stupid.. haha!! all we need to do is sit there and waitress would push their dim sum cart around and i initially asked my papa if they have menus.. lol!! alright i seriously have got no idea about it.. the last time we ate dim sum for breakfast is like many many yrs ago.. n i really meant MANY MANY YEARS AGO.. haha..

after breakfast walk around at toa payoh hub.. bought some stuff and headed home.. slept like a pig after that because breakfast was really early.. haha..

perhaps next week would try something new? haha!!
ohya.. mama gonna treat us to sushi on sat.. wuahaha!!! fei si wo!!! argh!!

cheerobics

2009-02-21T06:07:00.000-08:00

cheerobics is round the corner.. jia yous everyone!! lets hit our target once and for all and we will be able to enjoy fruit of labour..

trainings had been fun and enjoying although sometimes with a little set back but, it always happens once in a while.. so dun get bothered with it.. just jia yous and do our best..

cheerobics this yr is a little different from last yr's. being a all girls team we need to put in extra affort as compared to the others.. but im sure we can do it with our never say die spirit.. CHIONG AR!! EVERYONE!!

ROUND OFF BACK TUCK
ROUND OFF BACK TUCK
ROUND OFF BACK TUCK

omitian..

memories..

2009-02-18T08:40:00.000-08:00

first of all, thanks bird for the mcgriddles breakfast ytd!! wuahahha!! u made my day la.. there.. post abt u liao.. haha!!^^

had trainings every monday, wednesday, thursday and saturday.. that explains why i haven't been blogging much.. cos there is nth special nor happening for me to do so.. but.. tuesday after training, went home and searched for historical pictures of mine back in secondary school days.. Lots of memories flashed passed.. the good ones and the bad ones.. and sometimes i really wonder y this had become us.. given a chance to undo everything and start all over again, i would still choose to noe them.. but somehow i guess, the ending would still be the same.. something must be wrong yea? i wont say much about it.. its for me to noe for u to find out.. dun care how ppl r gonna reinterpret it.. like what we learnt in rp, " different people different perspective" but anyway, the pictures reviewed the ugly and noob side of me which was somehow terrible enough to make my hair stand. N I MEAN SERIOUSLY I LOOK LIKE SHIT!!! lol!! sent suhui and bird and they both were like.. laughing hard at me.. n jeff too when he saw my dp.. he even blocked my dp.. omgomg.. that's how scary i was way back in secondary school days.. I used to think that I'm so cute and pretty.. lol!! but somehow the pics told me the truth after about 4-5 years? haha.. for more humour effects i have decided to upload some pics.. JUST FOR LAUGHTER..^^

and ohya.. before i forget.. weiliang ask me to post this..
[ THANK YOU BEST FRIEND FOR WALKING ME TO SCHOOL TODAY!]

omg! is super noob de lor!!! argh!! fatso i can say.. haha!!

yea.. and this is the type of bird face i used to take during secondary school days^^

and not forgetting the typical mina looks.. haha!! super dao hor! haha!!

ok.. thats all for today.. haha. stay tune more more unglam photos of mine^^

busy busy busy!!

2009-02-09T11:41:00.000-08:00

finally met up with gineh and carmen last friday for bowling session.. haha.. poor gineh broke her finger nail at the very first round.. haha!! had fun with them.. like finally after so long, i get to see them again.. its like years since i last saw them.. haha.. went ah zun hse over the weekend for steamboat session and aso to help jingni celebrate her 19th birthday.. hope u enjoy yea? haha.. stop being so mean.. learn to be gentle like me ok.. haha!!

sunday went to bird's hse for steamboat AGAIN!omg.. i feel so sinful.. haha.. but its ok..im covered with bones k.. haha!!! ohya.. played left 4 dead.. lol.. AWESOME! but i cant play long.. have got motion sickness.. haha.. so exciting!! after steamboat, cab to changi airport with bird to send carmen off.. she wont be coming back for a year? haha.. heng ar! dun need to see her bird face again! haha.. (carmen u noe i dun mean it.. i love u k..^^) haha.. met up with shuying n her fren stefanie at the airport.. ohya.. its been really ages since i last saw shuying.. haha.. still as bird as before.. haha!! went changi village after that to see tranvestite.. saw a few and we literally got stared by one of them standing along the road.. i thk "she" was a little pissed off with us walking passed her? haha.. or mayb "she" had been standing there for hours without getting hook? we dunno about that.. haha..

cabbed home after that and ohya.. while i was walking home, there is this middle age guy actually waved at me while i was on the phone with bird.. i pretended not to see and wanted to walked away.. because i was super scare cans! haha!! but he den approached me and asked if i can spare him 3 bucks.. he said he wanna cab to bugis for offering at one of the temple. according to him, he said he only had 7 bucks with him and wanted another 3 bucks to cab there.. he even showed me his offerings.. seeing his eyes with tears flowing through, i said " huh.. but i no money leh.. 2 bucks can?" n yea.. i gave him 2 bucks and quickly went off.. he even kneel down to thanks mi.. omgomg.. n guess wat? after some thoughts, i guessed i was con-ed.. IS 10 BUCKS EVEN ENUFF TO CAB FROM PANJANG TO BUGIS?!?!? OMGOMG.. somemore its about 2+ 3 am in de middle of the nite.. where got ppl go offering at that time de?!?! omgomg..

N ONE MORE THING!! LOL.. suhui hurt her thumb today and i took a pic of it..

lol.. super swollen can?!?! omgomg

2009-02-03T08:37:00.001-08:00

went out wif weiliang today bcos he wanted to look for job offers just to kill time during this long holiday. managed to find one at jurong point.. i got so tempted to work as well but on second thoughts, i have got too many commitments to handle despite de fact tat mum wans mi to work as well. but, i need to have better time management yea? in order to acheive that, i have decided not to work so tat i will have more time to spare, for cheer, for bird, for frens n for family.

it has been so long since both of us met to go out together. I have always been too busy with my stuff and eventually forgotten my frens around mi. catched up with weiliang with quite a number of stuffs and, weiliang! i promise u this shall not be our last meeting^^ more to come k.. gonna meet up with weekeng someday too.. it has been so long since the 3 of us go out together.. our KBOX time!! haha..

time to get organiser to better manage my time..
ohya.. n not to forget, i gonna catch up with gineh, shuying n carmen as well.. its like years since we last met..^^

a little disappointed this time..

2009-02-01T07:15:00.000-08:00

went pasir ris park today wif bird..saw many ppl kite flying.. perhaps we should do it one day.. haha.. derpive childhood.. went to watch this movie "THE PUNISHER: WAR ZONE " which is OMG NICE LOR!!! omgomg!!! seriously its awesome!! its complete ownage.. haha.. de guy is too awesome to be true.. ohya.. btw.. its M18. So dun say i nv warn it.. it gore and brutal.. haha!!! but its super super nice nice nice!!!

but there is this 1 part which i thk could be better.. WHO PUNCHES A PERSON FACE TILL IT REALLY BREAK? LOL!! YES.. DE GUY IN DE MOVIE DID IT WITH JUST 1 PUNCH. AWESOME!
haha.. nice movie afterall.. haha!! MUST WATCH K!! haha..

alright, its a tiring day.. all bcos of tat bird.. lame is just enuff to wrap up everything.. haha.. UR SIMPLY TOO LAME! LOL!! kla. u made my day la.. haha..

omg.. tml is weight and photo taking for cheer.. wish mi luck ppl.. lol!!

TAHAN!!!

2009-01-29T08:42:00.001-08:00

back to trainin.. as usual, de stress is there, de commitment is there.. everything is there.. but 1 thing we lack is perhaps our spirit.
Training has always been tough since nats training starts.. and im sure some or most of us would have the thoughts of giving up.. wat i can say is, tats ur mind controlling ur body.. y not allow ur body to control ur mind instead?

perhaps a different thinking would help the situation? c ppl, we have gone through so far and we r just left with about a month or more? y not continue tahan-in till we c the fruit of labour? just a month more.. tahan ppl!! times r bad yea.. i agree but there r always times where its real good.. haha..

CHIONG AR PPL! WE CAN DO IT!!

perhaps i should upload my ugly video up here to motivate ppl.. lol!!

new year

2009-01-27T20:28:00.000-08:00

Happy new year to all!!! finally got to rest after 3 weeks of chionging for projects.. just one word to describe.. SHIOK!!! LOL!!! get to slp till 2pm almost everyday? haha.. dunno y la.. just feel super super tired.. haha.. oh btw.. i have got no feel for this year's cny? wonder y.. perhaps because lesser ang baos? haha.. nah.. i dun think so..

alright since its new year, i guess i need to have some new year resolusion?

1st - GROW TALLER! (lol.. tats like my every year wish*)

2nd - SLIMMER!!! LOL!!! ( alright 38kg like what i have always mentioned to mel*)

3rd - PRETTIER & CUTER (DEFINITELY) LOL!!

4TH - ROUND OFF BACK TUCK ( hopefully.. u noe its difficult to execute even though unoe wat to do.. lol)

5th - REXAZ TO DO WELL IN NATS!! ( jia yous ppl!)

6th - GOOD HEALTH, WEALTH (HUAT AR! PROSPEROUS!! LOL!!)

OK.. i cant think of any now.. lol.. brain wasnt really functioning well this few days..

happy new year to all once again!!! may everyone prosper!!^^

ohya.. to add on.. my nephew came to my hse on sunday afternoon and he loves jona ( my panjang chihuahua) haha.. n noe wat he told his mum when they r leaving?

max(my nephew): mama.. put jona into plastic bag..

me: BURST INTO LAUGHTER!! WUAHAHAHA!!!

noe y de plastic bag? cos jona is too fat for him to carry.. den watever things tat he wans he would put into plastic bag.. lol.. -.-

enlightenment time^^

2009-01-13T21:07:00.001-08:00

for those who cant spot anything, let me enlighten u all.. but hor.. it might just be my own illusion.. haha..

there is another picture with an unseen stuff in it too.. but its too small.. so i guess i will just keep it to myself^^

filming at red house

2009-01-12T00:44:00.000-08:00

went to red house on wednesday after school with bird and greg.. need to find the exact location and at the same time to racky the place..
den.. we set off to pasir ris and bird led us the way and finally we reached our destination.. we climbed in via the gate and went into the well-known huanted place..

We reached there at about 5-6 plus i cant remember. but the rooms in it were really dark. we took some pictures of the area so that we can plan our shooting and it was then that i saw this white figure flashed passed.. perhaps its my own imagination i think.. dint really bothered about it because i was really tired..

went back to red house again on sat after training.. this time, we brought huz and his gf along too. dint went in on sat cos i wasnt allowed to and at de same time, i was realy lazy to climb too la.. so de guys went in and ida and i stayed outside.. nth much happened till sunday when we finally gonna shoot everything.. serena and max joined us too and thks alot serena for ur help and sorry for making u wait outside for so long.. thks! u scared our life though.. haha!!

ohya.. here's de climax.. while i was doing the make up for ida who is our talent as a ghost, i felt someone watching us.. SERIOUS! NO JOKES! and aso when we were still outside, ida looked into de red house n asked mi if there is anyone inside de house.. i turn n c nothing.. but she told mi this " there.. inside got ppl i can hear de voices aso" den she pointed the direction to me.. but i c nth.. we din realy bother abt it too.. filming ends at 6+ and i would like to share some pics wif everyone.. spot smth k^^

ida and greg..

can u spot it?

ida

ppl.. tell mi if u cant spot anything.. i will enlighten u^^ de above pics are all genuine.. have fun^^

radom again

2009-01-07T21:21:00.000-08:00

basically i have to blog about but just wanna post some video which my fren, greg had showed me.. I GOT TRAUMATISE BY IT AFTER WATCHING IT FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!! OMG!!!

THE BEST MTV ON EARTH!

some of u might seen it before.. sorry but im a mountain tortoise.. haha.. it's simply AWESOME LA!